Saturday, January 1, 2011

Introduction, and death...

Welome to my first blog post. This blog is basically to share my take on life, as a slightly pessimistic 14 (almost 15) year old girl. I would say my life is a little worse than average, but there could always be worse. I guess I'll have to explain that in other blog posts. Some of my posts will seem happier than others, because I tend to have good, and ba days. Today (January 1, 2011), is more of a bad day, so, I figure I'll start off my blog by sharing a couple of my views on death. 

To quote my old friend, "the only thing we are destined to do is die". I don't really believe much in destiny. I don't think we are destined in life to do anything. Whatever happens, happens. You make your own choices, follow your own road. It isn't laid out on some path for you. You don't go through life following some hidden destiny. In reality, I believe, the only thing that is inevitable, the only thing that is truly planned for us, is death. Its simply a matter of when, and how. I believe that when we die, what we do in life isn't really going to matter much. The smallest things, anyway. When you die, it isn't going to matter what you wore, what you ate, who you hung out with, what you had. None of it is going to matter. You'll be dead. I think that what we do pretty much gets cancelled out when we die. In other words, pretty much everything we do is pointless because everything, I do mean everything, inevitably leads us to death. And eventually everything we do gets wiped out. You get forgotten. I have a hard time believing in Heaven and Hell. For some reason, I have an easier time believing when I'm having a good day. And, as I have previously stated, today is not a very good day. Today I get in my mindset of when you're dead, you're dead. I believe that your ghost can still remain on Earth. Although, I don't really know much about that topic. I'm gonna stop boring you with this depressing death blog, and just wrap up by reapeating the fact that death is inevitable...